wtf is wrong w me

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What the fuck is wrong with me?
I feel like the enemy of myself
I just need some room to breathe
I'm hanging off the edge, think I need help
Think its in my head but I can't tell
Think its in my head, can't trust myself
I can't do this shit like I used to
Really miss the days where it felt brand new
But they're long gone and its okay
Take a breathe, realize its a new day
I guess, I need to learn to accept change
I know someone out there feels the same

I can't handle expectations
I have a lot of trouble forming new relations
Why do I make everything so complicated?
I fucking hate it, I fucking hate it
I fucking hate the way my ego inflated
It popped like a balloon, now that shit is deflating
Sometimes, I question if I'm really creative
Sometimes, I just wish I was celebrated
I can't really listen to your shit 'cause its fabricated
I really live this shit, bitch, I've been up since I graduated
Speaking from the heart, none of this has been calculated
Lately, I've been having so much trouble with motivation and inspiration
This shit got too saturated
I don't feel inspired, I just feel overstimulated
I hold myself back, don't wanna be humiliated
My influence is under-appreciated, understated
I'm so fucking sick of self-medicating
Chemicals that need to be regulated
Scars on my body, I got bruises and lacerations
Be careful what you say, there is implications
Need to stay the fuck up off my phone, I get aggravated and irritated
Booted off the Cobra, I'm activated
Shoutout to my girl, she's my inspiration
I just wanna let you know, you appreciated
Often times, I'm feeling disassociated
But when I lay in your arms, its alleviated
I could go on but I feel like my point has been clearly demonstrated
I don't wanna get off on tangents that's unrelated

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I feel like the enemy of myself
I just need some room to breathe
I'm hanging off the edge, think I need help
Think its in my head but I can't tell
Think its in my head, can't trust myself
I can't do this shit like I used to
Really miss the days where it felt brand new
But they're long gone and its okay
Take a breathe, realize its a new day
I guess, I need to learn to accept change
I know someone out there feels the same